People tell me to do what makes me feel better, well writing out my feelings helps to a certain point. I feel it a pain in the ass to write... I have to be a in certain (maybe even desperate) mood to throw my feelings out there. This is an emotional process.
I feel a lot, I think a lot. I can be incredibly quiet when sitting in a crowded room and people often mistake it for weirdness or ignorance. I see more than most people realize and I find joy to a certain extent when I look at the people around me and they don't notice me looking. And when it comes to conversations, what comes and goes through my mind, the words I form together make sen